Psalm 18:34 It is GOD that girded me with strength;
that made my way perfect
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Who Am I
Cheryl
Child of GOD
SCGS 4SY '07
Dancer
Shalom Youth
dailies
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
-2:45 PM
got these 2 old photos of facade- not sure how long ago this performance was held. but anyway: I HAVE FACADE PHOTOS. and that makes me feel happy :) i have no idea who the male dancer is.but who cares? i think i m sorta addicted to SDT performances.
-2:32 PM
yay! i finally got down to changing my blogskin. oh dear. as u can see, there is something seriously wrong with my post-scrollbar.crap. have to find somemore time (virtually impossible) to change the settings.
haha. we went to watch the performance today.saw the King of Cambodia..had really no idea he was an ex-dancer too! thats really cool. =)
anyway, sch ended at 3.15 and we were SUPPOSED to reach there by 3.30pm. we were like the last school to arrive. how unfortunate. during the whole of today, yue yun was super excited..kept on rattling about the performance. SDT makes her feel high. haha.
and even rhea got watch! rhea-the-ex-tap-dancer. we SCGS dancers(yes, rhea,it includes u too) had the best seats..we were pretty honoured, surrounded by all the important delegates and guests.
SDT performed 5 items..i didnt really appreciate "The Lost Space". the cheorography was kinda awkward.i dunno.it was just unusual.
then came haiying and jacek.they were good..extremly intense chemistry! the dance was rather intimate at certain moments.. it was really really obvious they were comfortable with one another. (duh, they should: since there are sparks flying btwn them already)
yue yun: toru was good too!! haha. i m serious, not being sacarstic..can really tell he is trying his best in everything. i mean, he cant be good in everything. [timing.tsk tsk. always being one count late] but yup, he is close to being the best already!
i just thought fu liang wasnt at his peak form today. quite sadd. he does have good technique. his tour en l'air made me feel so nervous. and CHUA BI RU squezed my hand so tightly, my blood almost couldnt circulate: when ms clarke did the nutcracker pas de deux. she can seriously excecute clean and sharp pirouettes.
just wasted alot of time today. where wasting = not spending time on school work.
just look at how lazy i have beacome.
Monday, March 27, 2006
-9:54 PM
yes.Youth Sunday has gone and past.
its was really an exciting event..with all the youths coming down together to do their very best in serving GOD!!wohoo..we (the special item pple) really hoped we would make an impact on the congregation-set them thinking about how awesome our GOD is.WOW. This was one of the few true moments were i could really sincerely feel Shalom YF being really bonded and working hard for a common goal.
SCGS Dance Group has been invited by the: (read)MINISTRY OF FOREIGN AFFAIRS AND THE KING OF CAMBODIA to watch a SDT performance on wednesday..haha. our dance group must be really good to be invited..only 20 of us are attending.PLUS we get to see the dancers again! think ma yue yun has influenced me far too much..i m starting to admire some of the dancers now.. (note: toru is not THE favourite, sadly :p )
i hope my class gets at least top 3 for the spirit of the class competition. we deserve to win,okay..we sacrificed at 2 reccesses just to practice. Tell me how noble we are - dancing and cheering on empty stomachs. haha.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
-2:36 AM
okay.guess what? i dropped my wallet into the canteen bin.
how nice.on the 1st day of the new term.and my wallet is WHITE.
my brain must be unusually disorganized yesterday..i was coming out frm sch dental checkup and i just dumped my wallet + tissue paper + cup(for rinsing mouth) all at one go, without even realising that they were all in the same hand.what is wrong with me?haha.
actually, sticking my hand into like the 1metre bin wasnt as bad as i thought.luckily there was no stench..i disinefected my wallet and my cards a.s.a.p when i got home: i really dont want going around carrying an object that fell into the bin..
my mum did that too when she was younger..she didnt even noticed she lost her wallet!!someone found it in the bin and returned it to her.haha.maybe the lack of co-ordination is hereditary-passed down genetically through chromosomes??
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
-1:19 AM
i m just feeling so exhausted.mostly mentally.my brain is kinda messed up and so confused. its like there are so many things to accomplish, so many responsiblities i have to fufill and i just dont have the energy to.
the 2 all-time academic problems in my life: AMATH . PHYSICS. i m seriously considering the relevence of studying amath. why do i even put myself all these headaches?opting for triple science course..at least i made one good decision: dropping third lang. otherwise i would have a brain which focuses on nothing except on my academic grades.
its just so stressful. i know i m not performing to my max. standard/ablility and yet i m still not making an effort to.its like being lazy on purpose. HOW??
i m so afraid of making decisions..dreading all the consequences and possiblities.all these decisions would make such a big change in my life and yet, i dont have a single idea what i want for myself.sigh.
on a brighter note: i went to watch FRENCH CONNECTION- a mixed bill of contempory dances by SINGAPORE DANCE THEATRE. its was quite a refreshing change from the usual tutus, pointe shoes, high intensity of technical concentration..this perfomance was more of an insight on body expressions and how dance involves the whole body: mind, soul, physical strength fused into one.
theres nothing like knowing how to appreciate the fine art of dance.
Monday, March 06, 2006
-10:16 AM
you know, sometimes, there are certain days when u wished for something to happen so that u might feel happier.
today i wished i had my old scalp back.not kidding.
OBS simply killed my scalp cells.okay, not really , the sun did. the condition my head is in now is rather horrifying. there are large pieces of my outer layer of my scalp peeling and falling off..its like dandruff, only larger and more beige-skin coloured--which makes it all the more revolting.
as a result, i spent a good amount of time trying to pick out what seemed like shedded snake skin of my hair..the thought of touching those brownish things is enough to scare me for 10 years. Description: a piece has loads of holes, so that our hair can pass through..by the time it appears in your fingers, its just looks like a disguisting piece of skin- the rest will be unspoken due to the gross nature of the situation!
YUCK.
to complicate matters, i am a ballerina/dancer = sloshing gel onto my hair everyday for rehearsals..that seriously aggravates the problem..its interesting to see:
GEL FLAKES + SCALP REMAINS = CHERYL'S CURRENT HAIR CONDITION.
i have never been so relieved to give my hair a good wash before.
-2:00 AM
i NEED to prioritize.
my weekly timetable is just so messed up.yuck.and sometimes, i seriously wonder what happened to the 5-day week i m supposed to be entitled to.
sigh.and WHERE IS MY FREE TIME? i dont even have time to blog.i do have time to do lots of homework, revise, dance.I really Thank Him for providing me with time to go down for YF activities, giving me a chance to fellowship with my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ.SC dancers have sometime in us called: sacrifice. just because for our passion for dance, performance, we have to give up so much for practices and rehearsals. Is that fair?well, we do get to enjoy the fruits of our labour:
1. good turnout for annual concerts. 2. strong reputation for having professional dance programmes of high standards. 3. Well-known cheorographers(SDT) coming to do items for us. 4. Overseas dance companies/dancers to conduct master classes for us.
On the other hand, look at this:
i was rather horrified when i first saw this.i do have a slight possibility of my feet becoming like this: bunions, calluses, blisters etc. what a painful experience.
anyway, congratulations on kenneths and hsiao yun's wedding..Thank God for bringing them together and will pray that He will bless them with a good relationship to build up a home.
currently struggling over physics. i m really starting to doubt the choices i made last yr in sec 2 regarding the subjects i m taking this year.
or maybe i m in self-denial, having high self-expectations (of which i m nowhere near to accomplishing them)
