Psalm 18:34 It is GOD that girded me with strength;
that made my way perfect
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Who Am I
Cheryl
Child of GOD
SCGS 4SY '07
Dancer
Shalom Youth
dailies
Monday, July 31, 2006
-9:18 PM
oh today something happened to me
i was washing my face this morning with my cleanser and then somehow some of it got into my nose. dont ask me how it got there.
and the best part of the whole episode was that i sniffed it up my nose!
LIKE AHH!!!! it was horrible, its like eating wasabi-with the chemicals.eww.
anyway, i watched PIRATES!!!! YAY! it was a good show and i dont see why so many pple in my class love johnny depp. he was good in the show though: he looks the part and can act sissy! :) super hilarious.
Keira and Orlando :)
Thursday, July 27, 2006
-11:23 PM
i am feeling more relaxed now. like finally! after 2 weeks of nonsense tests and homework.
and today's E-LEARNING DAY. where the school tries to make us stay at home and do work.
and my form and co-op teachers actually planned this class outing for us to watch PIRATES!! :) like they themselves are totally not 100% obeying what our principal wants us to accomplish. almost 10 peeps in my class have watched it and they are re-watching. i think i must be to slowest one to view the movie.eeks.
and the teachers are so smart, there is actually more homework today than usual.and have a freaking HC essay to complete. eww.
HERE WERE THE PHOTOS WHEN WE WENT TO ISLAND CREAMERY TO CELEBRATE RHEA'S AND JANICE'S BIRTHDAYS!( which was like 2 weeks ago. was too lazy and couldnt be bothered to upload)
i am getting tired and worried about my lifestyle.
i am so scared of commitment now. i think i am currently trying to do too many things at once. its getting too much for me to handle. everyone has a limit capacity and i think it wont be long before i collapse of stress.
i dunno how am i going to go for saturday ballet class or YF in church when both activites now clash so badly. its not easy for me to make choices, cos i cannot truly say which one takes more priority in my life. They are both truly important to me.. and i hate myself for not putting in commitment in the things i do. not going for ballet means i will probably do very extremely badly for the exam in 6weeks time. i am confused and tired of the conflicting thoughts i have now.
i dunno how am i going to get distiction for my grade7 piano exam.its like in 1 week plus time. i want it so badly- the last time i had a distiction was when i took grade 5. currently, piano is twice a week. i hardly can find the time and the correct mentality to practice.. i am willing to try, but my lifestyle does not permit it..ARGH.
and ballet at SBA is thrice a week, excluding CCA which is also thrice a week.i love dancing and ms cheah's classes are so good, i am learning how to use my body so much better- my hamstrings, back, inner thigh muscles and my abdominals. dancing makes me feel accomplish and watching others makes me feel inspired! :) but i was so tired yesterday after ballet that i collapsed on my bed and slept 2.5hrs before remembering to revise again for HCL test today.
i dunno if i can keep up holding on to my current grades. they're not bad actually, but they are falling short a little of my expections. today's HCL test was totally crap. the comprehension and cloze passage was incomprehensible. to me, reading the passage wouldnt help me answer the qns any better. and i got 33/40 for physics test. i overlooked some stuff and that gets on my nerves. i need to do better..
its not as if i am trying to achieve perfection or anything, but i need something or someone to talk to so that i can sort my priorities out and i dont want to give up anything i am doing either.
sigh.
AT LEAST, CSTD COMPETITION IS COMING AND THAT MAKES ME HAPPY COS WE CAN HAVE MORE FUN.
LOVING SC DANCE MORE AND MORE EACH MINUTE- today marks a week after concert! :)
Monday, July 17, 2006
-9:38 PM
SC DANCE IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. CONCERT IS OVER AND I HAVE POST-WITHDRAWAL SYMTOMS.
i miss everything about SCGS DANCE CONCERTS.
the rushing to change costumes within 2 minutes the mad scramble off stage into our changing chairs putting on the headpieces for each other complaining about the green kallang stage floor the wonderful and artistically done lighting and sets worrying about double turns on pointe trying not to rip the starlight costume frantic screams and hugs before concert group prayer at the stage wings taking retarded pictures crying because sec4s are leaving us crying again because dawn did her fouettes so beautifully looking at the corner of my eye at biru's, minyi's, joan's and dawn's solos putting tons of gel on hair the smiles and happiness we all get from dancing our heart out
gosh. i could name another few hundred things that we did at concerts. i dont wanna leave next year. we went through so much together and i am so proud of being in SC DANCE GROUP.
the high standard of perfomance and dancing quality we possess. i wonder if i can find that in any other school. people actually said we look like a professional dance group :)
learning to cherish every single minute in SC DANCE
here are some pictures: EVERMORE- 1st movement
UPON A WHIM- looks so pretty from here :)
me and my lovely sec2 juniors in jumpin' costumes
starlight- featuring biru's lovely arabesque
Starlight cast with hsien fa: loving the costumes :)
have more pictures that captured all the wonderful moments
changed blog skin and tag board. PLEASE COMMENT!
Thursday, July 13, 2006
-12:28 AM
AHH! today's dress rehearsal just woke all of us up and reminded us of how screwed the concert items are. we are so doomed. okay, more like I MYSELF am going to make a mess out of the items, especially maksim i tell you.
and it wasnt even full dress! i can so predict that i wont be able to wear my costumes+ tights , put on pointe shoes/sneakers/flats and put on the headpieces within like 3-4mins! feeling ever so unprepared.
we'll see how it goes tomorrow night.
good luck to all of us SC DANCERS. we need your prayers! :)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
-1:34 AM
HAPPY YOUTH DAY :) but i dont see why we dont get children's day off too.
i m currently trying to rush through sewing my pointe shoes ribbons on cos i remembered that i have to give my other 2 pairs for dye-ing.and my sewing is painstakingly S-L-O-W. but then i rather hand sew then use the sewing machine anytime.
i was looking at the photo pasted on my room door which i put on last christmas: reminiscing my younger days.aha.seriously, i was so much chubbier then in America- where i spent 2years of my toddlerhood? cherie looks kinda sad though. when i was about 5years old?
cherie and mum went shopping today and they bought alot in just 3hours: ( for cherie and I)2 dresses, 2 tops. mummy said she hadnt got a chance to make use of the Singapore sale yet, so yup, she bought clothes for herself..i didnt even go with them, and i got new stuff too! ahah.. its great to have a sister nearly the same size as me.
