Psalm 18:34 It is GOD that girded me with strength;
that made my way perfect
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Who Am I
Cheryl
Child of GOD
SCGS 4SY '07
Dancer
Shalom Youth
dailies
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
-2:14 AM
listening to the music of the 1st movement AND 2nd movement of evermore on 92.4 now. like FINALLY! everyone had managed to catch it on the radio except me. what bliss :) the one playing now is far too erratic and its just slows downs and quickens randomly- just imagine us dancing to it would be a disaster man
dance people going to hong kong tomorrow! for 5 days to watch the genee competition. janice and i are not going. ahah. my mum said the lit trip was probably more worth while going though :) anyway, all you 10 people going- enjoy yourselves loads while the rest of us are stuck in singapore frantically studying for end-years.darn.
got back the utmost dreaded green book today- REPORT BOOK. mixed feelings about recieving that detestable thing- in anticipation and yet, hesitation. yes, i'm proud of the improvements i've made but it doesnt stop me from lamenting that i got a crappy band 5 for amath.YUCK. that number 5 is like some awful blemish on my nice clean CA2 report sheet. and those results dont even reflect people's actual intelligence-
was reading through biru's descriptive essay today and personally, i think it will well written. apart from the occasional addition of profound phrases, i like the style of her writing best. yup. and if i ever tried putting in cheem words, it will just sound unnatural. ewwness.
they finally issued the exam timetable. like i even need any more reminders that i have to start on revision soon- its now stuck in front of me on my cork board so i can stare at it every single day and feel guilty about how slack i am :]
i told rhea today that i would help her delete her blog since she has stop blogging for like weeks! no one ever said anything about blogging time being taken up when you become head prefect
:)
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
-11:14 AM
this week has been and will be a really exciting week.there were plenty of surprises yesterday! :)
BIG ANNOUNCEMENT 1: my dearly beloved friend rhea tan yan ying a.ka. the top girl/perfectionist/smart and intelligent person has been pronounced as year 2007 SCGS HEAD PREFECT! we were all so happy for her! :) she has the ability and the sense of leadership and responsibility to hold the title and i think i am fortunate enough to know her so well
ANNOUNCEMENT 2: we finally recieved our SC SO COOL shirts today! the feeling of having this tee is alot different from just owning a normal class tee..theres the spirit of the whole school being together and the very same SC spirit we have! and being the nice and generous we are, there was a discount of 70cents each, and we will be donating a total of $900 to charity.
at least, this is one shirt that i will be proud to wear on my back.
i am barely surviving through this week, owing to our un-cooperative and disorganized teachers who have scheduled like 4 tests and 1 mock exam within 3 days. and people are rhea are so busy that she hasnt had reccess for 2days- this only shows how much a head prefect has to sacrifice while serving the school
and so, its back to mugging
Saturday, August 19, 2006
-1:20 AM
i think i need a saving-money scheme. it just goes like POOF! i think it must be the almost weekly island creamery visits with yue, biru, maybe karina.
hsien fa's classes never fail to make me more demoralized. he so has to integrate so many pirouettes. and the more i watch people like eryn, biru,yue,janice etc- i suppose my standard is probably a 1000 levels downwards. just praying very very very hard that i wont be put in that icky chinese dance item for next year's SYF. that would be my worst nightmare ever.
right now, i just cant work my brain and force myself to study for the 3 test and mock exams next week. suddenly there is no motivation whatsover. why do people like me study so hard, getting into SY classes every year and yet, i dont see why all of the things we're learning will be relevant. i should rather think that current affairs be more important than studying stupid stuff like log, surds, properties of circles??
like when i graduate and start working, i am SO going to measure and calculate the angles and length of the coffee table in my office. seriously.
Monday, August 14, 2006
-1:02 AM
ohh. its been 9 whole days since i have blogged.LONG TIME.
television is so addictive- its scary. i hardly watched tv before this week and when the national holidays came, i had nothing to do and i started watching tv. it totally sucks up your time and suddenly i was actually watching 2 consecutive programmes at once.
disney channel is airing high school musical again next sunday! :) not that i'm a great fan or anything. and the cast will be staring in the suite life of zach and cody next sunday too. the only reason why i got wind of this news is because i spent 2 whole hours today sitting at the sofa with mr brother watching disney channel's original movie: GO FIGURE. aha.
this sounds random but you know whenever i take the mrt or bus i sudddenly feel extra self-conscious. especially when there isnt an available seat and i have to stand. everyone seems to be staring and looking at me critically.the best thing to do is to whip out some random reading material and pretend to get absorbed into my own little world- to avert that little awkward situation.
i have a slight inkling that i might be suffering from erm, something like CHRONIC FATIQUE SYNDROME. i keep on taking naps every afternoon but i still cant stay awake during periods between 7.50-9.30 in school. i slept at 10pm yesterday and i was having this battle with my heavy eyelids during the sermon this morning. what is wrong?
tell-tale signs (taken from the mag. Simply Her): you feel perpetually tired, and sleep doesnt make you feel any better. you feel burdened and if energy supply is low,you become more prone to illness.
i need to see a doctor.
Friday, August 04, 2006
-8:36 PM
had football instead of hockey for PE!! like finally. hockey is ever so BORING.
and i have finally come to realise the rationale why professional footballers are paid so much a week and some of them actually die/faint during the game and meet their death afterwards.
FOOTBALL IS ULTRA EXHAUSTING. and i am quite fit and healthy.
its amazing how people can run for 2 sets of 45mins and a field that was like at least 3 times bigger than what we played in.
carrie was so funny, she was screaming in intervals whenever mrs lee tried to shoot the ball in past her :)
after dance today, biru, janice,yue and i were trying a turn-out excercise against the wall. inner tights hurt and ache alot now and yue has like difficulty closing her legs tight together.and biru is like refusing/scared of rejected cos she wants to get ms clarke to teach her how to turn but doesnt dare to sms her.aiyah.
