Psalm 18:34 It is GOD that girded me with strength;
that made my way perfect
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Who Am I
Cheryl
Child of GOD
SCGS 4SY '07
Dancer
Shalom Youth
dailies
Sunday, September 03, 2006
-3:45 PM
Me and my clock TICK TOCK TICK TOCK
the constant jerking sound jolts me infiltrating my brain that i'm afraid it has become a part of my internal rhythm
i detest the way it reminds me Of all my imperfection, incompetence- emphazing that yes, I AM A SLOTH
the way it moves is an eye sore highlighting the things undone the precious moments untreasured
curses on the tip of my tongue waiting to spill out i hold back: swallowing my thoughts and words i bite my tongue and instaneously,
i regret as blood now trickles silently back my throat I SCREAM CURSES
that horrible damned thing crashes to the floor shatters and lies there and yet, i feel no pain for its death I BECOME SILENT
an emotional battle begins within me as i contemplate how i have wasted my life away
that was just some random stuff that i was thinking about when i was lazing on my bed and reading a book. the typical sunday afternoon, doing nothing, giving excuses for not doing anything productive
i borrowed books from the library yesterday and i got this one for plain amusement. the contents are silly but the author makes it sound so funny sometimes i just wanna read more of her writing style. i should just read fewer fiction books and more factual stuff. i tried it yesterday, just walking to random sections and picking books from shelves. its more fun and entertaining this way and i get to learn more about the world too
