Psalm 18:34 It is GOD that girded me with strength;
that made my way perfect
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, November 27, 2006
-6:53 PM
mum drove the new car today..and i was sitting at the front passenger seat! i dont see why dad deems its necessary to change his car every 3 years or so..he probably sees it as an investment of some sort.
the best part is how he says that getting a mercedes benz is not really worth it.cherie, ashley and I would agree and rant on about how uncomfortable sitting at the back seats feels (its really true, only the front seats are comfortable). you can probably say: front seats= first class seats, back seats=economy class seats or worse.but then dad forgets our complaints and when he goes to buy a new car it always turns out to be another mercs..the model stays the the same, but the car gets more spacious each time..
it turned out that mum drove the new car today to fetch my brother and I. It started pouring and she didnt know how to operate the wipers! we found out that the wipers are automatic and the speed of the wipers even changes according to the intensity of the rain. HOW COOL :D
LOOK AT THIS:
Per 100g of instant noodle, around 422kcal are contained. Among which, 65g are carbohydrates, 9g are protein, and 14g are fat. The nutriments lacking in instant Noodle can be supplemented by other foods such as kimchi and egg. However, this applies to every food; there are no food that are perfect in and of itself without being supplemented. Considering the fact that meat and bread are not perfect intakes without side dishes, instant Noodle is a very superior substitute for a meal.
http://eng.nongshim.com/eng/ram/nutr_deft_idx.jsp
HAHAHA.i got this nutritional information about kimchi ramyum off the website above and was amused to see how company had cleverly used such sentence structure to promote their products.LOL
janice says that far east plaza is a good place to get shoes at really resonable prices.thats good news for me! i need pumps that dont give blisters. i dont need anything else to further aggravate my foot condition after doing pointe work at HF's.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
-12:57 AM
guess what arrived from spain and paris along with my mum,cherie and ashley. they bought 5 pairs of shoes, 3 bags, 5 paintings and alot of other random stuff.for more details of the trip, go to cherie's blog..i cant forget to mention how HF totally lost his mind(in our opinion). He replaced minyi and biru which caused us to gape at him in shock. personally , i dont think it is very logical to replace the technically strong biru and the fouette girl minyi for the SYF item. it doesnt make sense.does anyone know what "je suis fou de Paris" means? cherie bought me a stationary holder that had these words on. i admit that it is tragic that i failed to fully comprehend the whole sentence- how much french did i learn in that one and a half years?
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
-2:46 PM
mum, cherie and ash are coming back tomorrow..while i am at ballet class.oh wells. before they left, mum was like: "you want pumps right? What size should i get?" then we were both trying to estimate my foot size..we came up with : one size smaller than cherie's but one size larger than mum's. LOLi want to try that mentos in coke thing and then see the coke shoot up!! need to go find an appropriate location in my home first.hehe.dont want mum coming home and asking why her lamps and ceiling are stained so badly :ptoday i put the dolous picture we took on sunday on my desktop.my grandma took one glance at it and she immediately said "you dont really look good in pictures.you're not the photogenic kind of person"she said it in cantonese of course.( i cant type chinese here.darn)i want like WHAT??i found it quite amusing but true anyway..its amazing how technology works nowadays..today i found out that i can watch korean MBC channel live as well as taiwan tv channels on my computer!! i didnt quite believe the URL would work on media player at first..need to continue to that PRIME thing on heymath tmr. it has like so many sub-modules,i sat through 3 hrs yesterday just trying to complete on whole module :[
Monday, November 20, 2006
-2:04 AM
These past two days have been rather eventful, if you asked me.My beloved computer decided to DIE on me last week and i kept forgetting to call the technician.all thanks to dad who remembered. and it so had to turn out that i lost of my files- school work, yf stuff, photos of family , yf, Uk trip blah blah, ballet photos, korean stuff. how great. i got really irritated at myself for not backing up my info! how stupid.i suppose dad read the expression on my face and he got the technician to buy an external hardrive which has twice the storage capacity of my PC so that i can backup my files easily..really thankful for that.cos my comp. was down, i was rushing to finish my chinese blog assignment yesterday night. writing in chinese is tedious enough for me and my post got deleted. i was like "WHAT??" i had to re-type the whole thing. sigh. yesterday was definately not a good IT-day :[BUT: a team of 3 from doulos came down for yf yesterday. they enacted a good drama which made me think about prioritizing the things in my life and they shared about their experience as a volunteer and a servant of GOD, having to serve in HIS ministry for 2 years. i was really encouraged by their testimonies! :]went down to harbourfront with some of the yf-ers today!! browsed through books and had a tour given by Simon (germany). got to see how stuff operates and how everything is organized inside the ship..its simply amazing how GOD can work in such wonderous ways, bringing 350 volunteers from 53 over countries together to serve in missions..overcoming language and cultural backgrounds is really not easy..there is one thing that is absolute: I AM NOT GOING DOWN TO VIVOCITY ANYTIME SOON. that place is seriously overpopulated. its possible to get lost in there. the design of the building is wayy complicated and the items sold in stores are not suited for students..things are rather pricey. that place gave me a major headache (literally). walking around in vivocity is enough to drive me NUTS.haha. this particular experience may not apply to all though, so its better to go down personally yourself to see how it is like...i think i better numb my big toes tmr by wrapping them in leukoplast otherwise i think my feet would collapse from pain or something. mental note: i am dedicating this week to finishing all my homework! yay.its all about self-motivation :]]]]
Sunday, November 19, 2006
-3:58 AM
congrats to all the sec4s!! O levels are over :] it seems as if i will be taking o levels soon too.ahaha.
i figured that it would be better if i complete ALL of my work, so that i can R.I.P for the month of december.i am at a total loss at what to blog for the chinese blog thing.
theres a whole list of things i need to sort out:
-finish school homework
-sort out my disguistingly messy timetable: i want to go for ms cheah's class 3 times a week.
anyway, our SYF dance is getting more screwed. i wonder if hsien fa really knows what he is cheorographing is the best for us-all of us are getting multilated toes!
the best was yesterdays performance at marina mandarin. the stage was super ultra small. we were all so amused. i know i kept kicking the lights on the stage floor by accident. we couldnt grande jete properly haha maybe the ministers of agriculture and forestry probably thought we were stiff and not flexible enough. the stage was probably 6m by 4 m? and there were 16 of us!!
Bi reckons SDT is going to have to close down soon since all the good dancers are leaving. FU LIANG is leaving and going to korea! we are supposed to be happy for him since its probably a better company.Bi says any company is better than SDT anyhow :[ poor alpha. i was feeling so sad for her when i read yy's sms
there are huge chunks of tomatoes and slices of ginger in my lunch.oh dear.I hate tomatoes and ginger
Friday, November 17, 2006
-12:37 AM
i wish i had a higher tolerance for slack-ness. like how i am just aimlessly going online, reading a book now makes me feel very guilty for not spending time doing homework instead.how stupid is that? hols were meant to be made used of for my own personal leisure..hahaha.
i can never do my own things in complete peace cos i know that i still have holiday homework left undone..its an instinctive thing.on the other hand, me being such a lazy thing, have only accomplished like 1/3 of my work. so, its lose-lose situation with me ending up irritated at myself.
i have a good mind to go down to orchard all by myself, to borders and spent a few hours there. i want to get a pair heeled pumps (like YEH did in GOONG)- not that i wanna feel any taller :]
off to doing more homework- a neccesary step to prevent me from being at the brink of total insanity
Monday, November 13, 2006
-8:33 PM
oh poor me. i am staying in singapore while cherie,ash and mum go off to spain and paris for 10 days. well, i have to go for hsien fa's rehearsals dont I? and plus the ASEAN performance is this friday at the marina mandarin. HAHA. its quite funny cos mum has planned all the meals for charlotte and I, and now theres alot of food in the fridges! :] and grandma made curry puffs last week and pulau hitam today. guess who is getting fat? lol.i am going to be charlotte's guardian almost 24/7 at home except on thurs/fridays. dad felt obliged to take leave.hahahaha.
Friday, November 10, 2006
-7:09 PM
lets see: almost 1/4 of our holidays are going to be over- which is obviously BAD NEWS.got back intermediate ballet exam results. not delirious nor depressed over it. it was just okay- i kinda expected the marks. HAHA. but i'm glad i improved by a few marks from the pre-inter exam though. BIRU got 90 for her advance foundation! WOAH. thats really really good.went shopping with cherie and mum. cherie said the whole experience sucked but i beg to differ :] with mum going with us, I HAVE SPENDING POWER!! hahaha. bought one 3/4 pants, a jacket, a blouse, a pair of birkenstocks-like sandals in 3.5 hours. now i have to go find hangers for those clothes. my home always has a constant shortage of hangers.we were drowning in our perspiration at the end of barre today at hsien fa's class. as in DROWNING. there was one 1 fan switched on cos he insisted on switching off the rest of the fans and the air-conditoning!!am stressing over tmr's YF activity cos i still cant think of a suitable game plan yet. have some ideas but they are far too lame/un-fun.*scoots off to do homework*
Monday, November 06, 2006
-7:00 PM
hah. i am such a genius. i predicted that i would get a toe injury or somewhat similar and i did.
i got a raw, reddish blister after pointe work at hsien fa's :[
OUCH.
poor heather had 2 blisters
biru had numb toes
karina's bones/bunions were aching
everyone else was suffering
i swear hsien fa's classes are such a torture.and the best thing is that most of us will be doing his SYF item!!(probably) the last time, he gave us a pep talk about how we should aim for excellence and emerge as the school with the highest score.hahahaha we were all so amused. but i am kinda sure we can get our gold with honours again. he says in order to be selected for his item:
we need strength, stamina, flexiblity, performing quality.WOW
here's a picture of hsien fa doing some poses for photo shoot (showing off his well-developed muscles.its so scary)
we should just boycott hsien fa and his "serenade" item with all the fouettes and hop over to xu jie's side
-3:57 AM
just came back from watching the Dim Sum Dollies-Little Shop of Horrors! havent been to watching theatre recently and this was a good production!needless to say, the trio(dim sum dollies) stole the show away with their humourous lines , facial expressions. they are so so so very good at making us laugh like crazy with their quirky accents.HAHA. emma, selena and pamela werent the main stars of the plot but i loved their parts and acting the most.the whole production was good lah, but i personally thought the the 'romantic' scenes and lines between denise and hossan were kinda cheesy, the kind that made all of us squirm uncomfortably in our seats. yucks. but i havent seen non-cheesy ones done in our country so i suppose i have to give them credit for trying :poh yar, after that we got to attend the reception cos my mum's friend, uncle richard does the lighting/sound co-ordination and we had complimentary tickets. we felt so OUT OF PLACE!! the food and drinks provided were real good..dainty-looking pieces of cheese cakes, chips,salmon and beef things..all finger food.haha. then there quite a number of celebs around: lim yu beng, tan kheng hua, the whole cast, tracie pang..basically, everyone there knew each other, except us DUH. hah. we didnt care, we went there just to enjoy the food and "theatre atmosphere" i suppose.
hsien fa's tmr and its signifies the start of more gruelling sessions en pointe.
Friday, November 03, 2006
-2:03 AM
Talking Cock in Parliament - Hossan Leongthis video really cracked me up! aunty jac introduced it to me first!
WATCH IT :]
Thursday, November 02, 2006
-4:52 PM
i need someone/something to snap me out of my current sluggish mood..not to mention: my inactive, lazy behaviour for the past 4 days.
anyone wanna help??
it doesnt feel nice to keep procrastinating.waking up at 9.30am makes me feel so annoyed- to think that i could have woken up at 7.30/8.00 and accomplished stuff in that 1hr plus. and guess what time i woke up today? 10.30!! *slaps myself*
i hardly ate breakfast and had a taco for lunch just now. i wanted to take a picture of myself making my own lunch but the taco was just so messy and gross that i just gobbled it down asap. i think its partly due to my laziness that i have gained weight. i dont know whether its a good thing or not.i am probably in the healthy height-weight range now.WOW.
going for ballet later :]